Tuesday, March 23, 2010

lost.... sad..... guilty


feel very unhappy and angry of myself for maing my dear angry when she was rushing for her assignment.... feel so guilty..... There's no U-turn for what have been done, but guilt was there! Regret is useless but guilt cannot be erased and without delete button.

Mistake doned: Dear ask me to help her photostat a chapter in a book. i ok and help her photostat. but when she finish her class and reach college, i told her haven finish the photostat because i wanted to see her few more time before i go back.... and i saw her face turn angry when she knows that i lie to her.... i am feel so sad and guilty for doing that....

but there is no u-turn for the mistake that had been done. now the only thing can do is wish that dear can forgive me.....

Dear, i just want you to know i always love You so much.... u must know that u are the 1 and only girl that is most important in my life.... i promise you, i will never hurt or make you angry again.


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

im a 坏人 in your heart T_T


那一扇车门 关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分 以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人


Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I love you, and only you

I like you. I admire you. I love you. I loved you. That is only between me and you. From the day of knowing you, i like you. From the day of liking you, i admire you. From the day of admiring you, i love you. And from the day of i loving you, i am totally lost and i considered fall in love with you.

I can tell you the word from my deepest place in my heart:
Aishiteru
saranghaeyo
Je'taim
我爱妳