Saturday, February 28, 2009

烦人

最近都比较烦啊!!~~ 终 于也来到感情的关口..是时候该做选择了吗?真的不懂该如何选择..面对这两个人,一个是我熟悉的,一个却那么遥远..像永远也无法触摸,无法了解.. 爱到底是什么?还是回复单身比较好?单身的好处真的太多了。无拘无束,爱怎样就怎样。最重要的是不管对方用什么方式对待你,你也不会感到寂寞,不会感到孤 独。如果相恋时比单身来得寂寞和空虚,那干嘛要谈恋爱?

那天阿mo带我去算命,相士说我签的卦显示我不该做任何的决定。什么事都要深入的先了解,再作决定。现在的时机,最好是按兵不动, 静观其变。说要等一两个月后,再决定自己的选择。我的天啊!一两个月?一两天都很难熬了。我看到时我已经精神崩溃,神经虚弱,人格分裂了吧!但是除了这 样,还能怎样呢?现在仓促的选择,以后后悔就来不及了。
原来不挂念任何人的日子,真的会比较快乐。至少没有人会让你茶饭不思,思觉失调。堕入情网的后遗症还真多啊!
什么都不做的人,我只能说你爱的人是你自己,而不是我。爱上这样的一个人,注定是种折磨..

Friday, February 27, 2009

好爱你


我口袋里 还有你给的温馨
我的手心 还有你吻的气息
低低的云 让想念的人喘不过气
而你的背影 会在哪里平静
跟踪记忆 我才能和你接近
除了可惜 眼泪没有声音
有一些人 容易动情也容易忘情
我爱过了你 心永远在那里
好想好好爱你
这一句话只能藏成秘密
关上窗外的雨
反覆碰触你爱过的痕迹
好想好好爱你
却没有权利 再把你抱紧
从今以后 如果你能快乐
就别管我想你
跟踪记忆 我才能和你接近
除了可惜 眼泪没有声音
有一些人 容易动情也容易忘情
我爱过了你 心永远在那里

想对你说
you’re always be my love
我还是好想你

Bleeding Love




Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Twilight Poem Wrote by SMKSS Student


Bella's version when Edward leaves her

The rain drops fall silently,
Onto my head,
My tear drops are mingled,
With the rain drops.

I cry in the rain,
And no-one notices.
The rain cries on us,
Everyone notices.

No-one knows I’m crying,
Crying out every memory.
Crying out the memories,
Of you. And me.

All of the sad, first.
Then all of the happy.
The sad ones make me cry harder,
But the happiest,
Hardest of all.

I’ll try to forget,
The times we had together.
I’ll try to remember,
Now, you’ve gone.

Moving on is so difficult,
So impossible, so hard.
And then, remembering everything,
Just makes it worse.

Wondering if you’re thinking of me,
Then remembering you’re gone. So far away.
Remembering all those hurtful things,
That you told me.

Then remembering your smile.
You laugh, your voice.
The words you said, echo around my head.
Never to be forgotten.

Remembering you brings a smile on my face.
It lights me up inside.
But then, remembering that you’ve gone,
Brings me down inside.

________________________________________
Edward's version of how he sees Bella

To see you there,
With blood so sweet,
Standing, still and straight.
Watching me, hopeful.

You want me to change you,
But that's nearly impossible.
Because if I taste your blood,
I'll just suck you up, dry.

I don't understand you,
I'll be with you forever.
And when you become old and die,
I'll try to be quick, and stay with you.

I don't understand why you have to change,
Just to be one of me,
And stay with me forever,
Just me.

But can't you see?
How important you are in my eyes?
How I gave up my desires,
My thirsts for your blood,
Just to be with you.

With you forever, day and night.
To watch you, talking in your sleep,
And me, watching you, wishing I could sleep,
So I could dream about you.

I want you to know,
I want you to see,
No matter how old you are,
I will love you,
For ever, and always.

________________________________________
Jacob's version of how he sees Bella

You sit there, smiling,
But not at me.
It could never be me again,
It will always be him.

You love him, like you love me.
Why can't you see that?
Can't you see that I love you,
The same way he does.

He's not right for you.
He's not a human.
It's against nature, for prey to love a predator.
You'd be better off with me.

You're marrying him.
And turning into him.
How much more insane could you be?
Bella, please Bella.

Please be the same Bella I knew.
The one that loved me,
The one that needed me,
The one that I've always loved.

Twilight


Bella and Edwards love was forbiding
how could they ever be forgiving
he wanted to suck her blood
but he couldnt do it to the one he loved
he thought he was a monster and a beast
and thought Bella would be his feast
she loved him anyway
and she still loves him today
now matter how far they are apart
they will always stay in each others heart

Friday, February 20, 2009

Love Article

His white face stares back at me
I feel I'm meant to fear
But I can't help but think
That this was way too clear
His harsh black eyes stare back at mine
My soft brown eyes can't handle
I feel my body begin to shake
Like wind blowing a candle
How can he do this
To little ordinary me?
He turned my world upside down
So I can no longer see
What's meant to be clear
What's meant to be right
So I will no longer fight
And I will let him take me
To a place where all is night
His eyes turn to a topaz gold
I feel like I can't breathe
I try to move my feet
But I can no longer leave
A smile spreads across his face
And up into his eyes
He's messing with my head now
They're filled with sensless lies
His eyes are turning red now
I have a feeling of dread
His smile is turning meancing
As he starts to lower his head
My heart is beating faster
My breath catches in my throat
I feel the blood run down my neck
Eternal night.

Love

Be who you are and say
what you feel, because
those who mind don't
matter and those who
matter don't mind

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Twilight Series (Twilight Saga 1 - 4) (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn)



I wrote about the Twilight series in my previous article : (http://syaoran-ler.blogspot.com/2008/12/i-read-about-twilight-movie-which-opens.html) and have been hoping to read all 4 books in the series but i have been unable to borrow the books from the library as it is so popular that have to wait quite awhile. My Friend found out that MPH has the box set for RM188 and there is a 15% discount for members under its promotions and bought me the whole set for RM159.80 :> i made a reservation 2 week's ago and i get the book set today ^.^ it include 4 book, 4 Card that looks same with the 4 book cover. and a full colour printed poster.


Saturday, February 14, 2009

悠然时光??

这一天…
我坐在一个欧洲式豆腐格子玻璃门旁,
从屋里欣赏着雨后的院子,
一个长满热带植物的院子,
蓝天白云似乎很辽阔,
此刻感觉很舒服,
这是否就是朵朵作者所提及过的(悠然时光)?
倾听着古老音乐盒所播放的旋律,
就像时光倒流回到了1860年代,
不过啊!很遗憾的,
缺少了一杯温暖的浪漫咖啡,
我拥有了独一无二的此刻,
选择与自己一个人度过,
寻回自我的空间。

Valentine's Day (情人节=单身节= 失身日)




Today is Valentine's day, for me its "single day"
i just woke up early and get ready to go for work.
work whole day from 11 a.m until 9p.m all i see is couple... couple.....
bcoz for me, love is not important. money($.$) is most important
I'm here wish all couple happy ever after.
single ppl meet your love soon, and "girls" who lost its body " be wise la!!"

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Dinner at 迎客楼 @ Sunway Pyramid

Today, me and my family have our dinner together with my Grandmother and uncle's family.

"NO MSG" is added in our dishes as preservation of the original food taste is our top prioty

为了力求菜肴的原汁原味,迎客楼的所有菜肴“不添加味精”

This is what Ying Ker Lou policy, and after the test and verify by me, they really NO MSG added, so if u are searching something healthy, may come here ^^

这是迎客楼的宗旨哦,经本人验证,这是真的哦!所以爱健康食品的你,可以放心来品尝^^


菜单
Menu

绿茶两人份

Green Tea per 2 person [RM8.00]
Well, is good, they do use tea bag to serve you
很不错的说,是用新鲜的茶包来泡的哦

河婆煎堆
Ho Po Jiandui [RM7.00]
Made from sweet potato, it contains peanuts inside, and some sesame at outside, not so sweet, fits for everyone ^^
是用番薯做成的,里头有些花生,外层由芝麻包着,不会太甜,很合胃口 ^^

客家小盆菜(5人份)
Hakka Small Panchai (5 Person) [RM168.00]
Ok, maybe u will suprise about the price stated, but believe me, it is worth for it, because it's contain lots of food inside, there's duck, chicken, pork, mee, prawn, dried oyster, vegetables and mee....see ? there're lots inside, and this all mix it so well, love this so much !!
嗯,或许会被价钱吓到对吧? 不过相信我,绝对值得的哦!一个小盆菜里头有鸡鸭猪虾干耗青菜和面……很多对吧? 而且重点是,全部都很好吃哦!!味道都很合,超爱的~~~

客家算盘子
Hakka 'SuanPanZi' [RM13]
用芋头做的,不过芋头味不够,挺好吃的。(一级棒)
made from yam, but not enuf of yam taste, still delicious. (ichiban)


Located at 位于
Lot 122C, LG2 Sunway Pyramid (inside Marrakesh)

Tel: 03-56363322